

Almost every bead had the wish to be strung into a glorious piece that would last forever so they could travel with their bead friends and become a family. I had never been on string and for a while I even dreamed their dreams of the glorious forever necklace. I tried very hard to be like the other beads but I knew there was something odd about me, something different from the other beads. I came to learn that I am terribly afraid of string, stringphobic even. Call me a neurotic bead but the idea of being confined to one piece forever is terrifying.


To my surprise however I was picked up and put into a bag with some of the other beads and we were sealed off from the light and carried far away. I could feel the gallop of horses and the rocking of waves. I could feel the cold crawling into the bag where we all huddled together.
Then one day I could feel us being picked up. We were all freed from the bag onto a soft piece of fur. I immediately tried to make my escape again using the momentum of falling out of the bag to roll away but was caught within moments by a very friendly hand. I was looked at and then heard a long "hmmm" and "ahhhhh", then I was carefully placed away from the other beads on the fur. After a long while two of my friends were set next to me and then we were taken up by the kind hand and put into a soft, small new pouch that smelled like leather and sage.
We could hear the heart of the human thumping against us. Sometimes I could feel the hooves of a horse carrying us quickly to some place and every so often we were taken out of the pouch and placed on soft fur where a sweet smoke was blown over us and we were looked at by the human with the kind hands. We lived like this for a very long time.

There are stories about beads lost forever and we accepted this to be our fate. We spent some time talking to the voice of the human that once carried us. He was sad for a while but we helped cheer him up and then he said he was ready to cross the river of life. He thanked us for being with him and helping him and went his way. After that we occasionally would talk to the voice of a bear or a raccoon but we mostly talked to each other and made up stories. We could hear the sighs of of season's passing, the whispers of fall, the groan of winter, the giggle of spring and the song summer would sing. We told our stories, slept a lot and forgot about time all together.

I sat there in the dust and the sun came and went, the rain came and went. This was a very noisy place - banging, drilling, rumbling and digging. Giant trucks passed all day long and I was very nearly crushed on more than one occasion. Whenever I could I would roll here and there. Then one day all was quiet. The next day all was quiet and the next. Finally after many quiet days I was picked up by a young girl who was playing in the field near where I lived. She picked me up and lifted me to her twinkling eyes and smiled a huge, happy smile. "We will always be together!" and she closed her little fist around me and held me tight. And we were together, for a very long time.

She always held me close or carried me in her pocket, she would talk to me about her own adventures, sometimes happy sometime sad. One day when the bright little girl was much older she tenderly held me then passed me to the tiny hand of a young friend and said "Keep this very special bead to remember me by. We both have been many places and seen many things. It is a very lucky bead. But don't ever string him... he is terribly afraid of string."
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